[ roxy knows she doesn't need a relationship with someone to make her feel good about herself. living in a world surrounded by carapaces that looked after her (in some cases—in others, they were quite hostile, though she understands that their desire to live was just as strong as hers), roxy got to give back to them when she was older, as thanks mainly.
but it would be nice to have someone interested in her. she'd fight maya on this but she honestly doesn't feel like it. she came to the older woman for advice and that's what she's getting. ]
y y y plus theres so many other details i dont wanna get into but sufifce to say they make things nnnNOT run smooth @ ALL
[ she pauses there, wondering if she should indulge in the rest of the details that don't involve jake, dirk, the ar or the unrequited Thing she still has for dirk that she'll eventually learn to grow out of but can't let go of yet.
if she's going to get the help she needs to figure this all out, then she might as well. ]
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but it would be nice to have someone interested in her. she'd fight maya on this but she honestly doesn't feel like it. she came to the older woman for advice and that's what she's getting. ]
y
y
y
plus theres
so many other details i dont wanna get into
but sufifce to say they make things nnnNOT run smooth @ ALL
[ she pauses there, wondering if she should indulge in the rest of the details that don't involve jake, dirk, the ar or the unrequited Thing she still has for dirk that she'll eventually learn to grow out of but can't let go of yet.
if she's going to get the help she needs to figure this all out, then she might as well. ]
&
i mean
we alreayd
fucked