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[heartboobs]

1:45
Sunday, November 25

ZODION

"You've reached Maaa-yaaa~! Let's speak positively! Your messages should be optimistic!"

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• zodion: via devices, with video/voice/text & voicemail components
  
• proximabeta: via devices, with video/voice/text(messaging) & voicemail components
  
• cityofariel: via microchips, that mentally convey video/audio/text messages

Comments

[heartboobs]

[She doesn't quite agree that it's a really "stupid sitch", either, but...she also figures there's nothing better she can do right now aside from what she's already doing.]

Well, are there any reasons why you would WANT to say no? Tell me.

I can think of a few.

[drunkenfist]

i can think of bout 20
but i wanna hear urs first

[heartboobs]

...You sure?

I don't want to take over the convo.

[drunkenfist]

no no
go ahead
i am ALL KIDS of paticnt
*pacient
*i can wait

[ it'll give her a chance to get another drink. or something to eat. ]

{1/2}

[heartboobs]

Too fast.

You might not know him well enough.

Other things are more important.

{2/3} i lied

[heartboobs]

A set relationship like that isn't needed, in this world or our own...

Unless you both [Claire Stanfield wisdom launching off in 1...2...3...] really, really get each other.

{3/3}

[heartboobs]

HINT: If there's a lot of "no's" that isn't the case.

Now, what are yours?

[drunkenfist]

[ roxy knows she doesn't need a relationship with someone to make her feel good about herself. living in a world surrounded by carapaces that looked after her (in some cases—in others, they were quite hostile, though she understands that their desire to live was just as strong as hers), roxy got to give back to them when she was older, as thanks mainly.

but it would be nice to have someone interested in her. she'd fight maya on this but she honestly doesn't feel like it. she came to the older woman for advice and that's what she's getting. ]

y
y
y
plus theres
so many other details i dont wanna get into
but sufifce to say they make things nnnNOT run smooth @ ALL

[ she pauses there, wondering if she should indulge in the rest of the details that don't involve jake, dirk, the ar or the unrequited Thing she still has for dirk that she'll eventually learn to grow out of but can't let go of yet.

if she's going to get the help she needs to figure this all out, then she might as well. ]

&
i mean
we alreayd
fucked

[heartboobs]

I see. ...And how do you feel about that?

Having slept with him, I mean. Does it make you feel like you should say "no" or "yes"?

[drunkenfist]

wwwweeeeeeeelll......
i guess i must like it otherwise i wouldnt
have slept with him more than once
i dont think idm ind getting to know him better

[heartboobs]

You "guess"?

Roxy, is a lot of the relationship sex at this point?

[drunkenfist]

lol sarcasm maya-sis
yea i do like sleeping w/him
id do it again too
i d k
tbf weve only done it twice
and he was one of the 1st pepole i talked to when i got here
we talked a lot and have seen each other b4 & since
given how this palce is its not THAT big a surprise is it?
its not like i knew him for ONLY a day befoer
that

[heartboobs]

No, I getcha.

But the sex... It...complicates things? Or not?

[drunkenfist]

i dont think so?
its not like im gonna fall in LOVE w/him after a few times in the sack

[ yeah there's that.

Thing.

with dirk getting in the way of that. ]

[heartboobs]

It's just you...made it sound like it did, Roxy.

When you were saying how there were a lot of reasons to say no. "It won't work because of this and this and this... Oh, and we had sex."

1/2

[drunkenfist]

o
did i

[ goes back up and re-reads.. ]

i did
thats not what i meant sry

[drunkenfist]

[ DELETES THAT LAST PART because thinking on it again... ]

it jsut makes me feel a lil bad
turning him down
after wed been up to naughty biz
kinda like i lead him on or somthing??
i didnt think hed think of it that way tho
bluuuuh

[heartboobs]

He thinks of it that way?

[drunkenfist]

enough to ask me out

[heartboobs]

...But he thinks you led him on. With the sex.

[Uh oh.]

[drunkenfist]

nooooooooooo no no no
i feel like i did
sry i think i got ahead of myself
i told him to ive me 2 weeks to think it over
*give

[heartboobs]

That's a good plan.

It sounds like you weren't trying to lead him on, so... Hmm.

[drunkenfist]

i rly wasnt
1st time was just 2 help him out
@Nd was
......
well....
for fun
cuz like i said i DO like him
but idk if i like him THAT much or in THAT way

[ the main thing is that roxy doesn't know what she wants at this point but at least she was smart enough to ask for the time to figure it out. she's a confused, concerned fifteen year old girl who's in way over her head when it comes to this relationship stuff. ]

omg you're fine!

[heartboobs]

Roxy, seems to me like...

You're just trying to figure out what to do. What your best option is, what you really want, right?

;A;///

[drunkenfist]

that
woulda beeen
the easy way to say it yea